EX-marx the spot

I can't believe that after everything I have gone through with all of my relationships my biggest problem is that i always seem to go back to my ex
Never can I just go out and meet a nice guy. Nope, not this chick right here, I always gotta go back to someone that I've been with before. I have probably been out with each of my bf more than once
or at least the ones that I really care about.
not the guys that I was with for like a day or 2.
This is really starting to get on my nerves because I never get out of this dumb ass cycle. I want to just go out with the girls one day and just have fun, and we all look really nice and pick up guys but nope....not me.
I don't have any damn female friends anyway so that just won't even work.
I hate this
really gets under my skin....like just now I asked my ex did he wanna hang out he says he got stuff to do so I hang with the bf and a friend,. bored like crazy then the ex says sure I told my ppl that i was chilling with my boo so they can't come over now I'm stuck out no where land, bored like shit and I have nothing to do.......I wish that I was with my ex cuz he always find something to do and we never just watch other ppl play video games :(
I so with that I would find a guy that had everything that I've ever wanted plus more so i don't have to be caught up in between things that are going to confuse me :(

JXJ

So, I made this blog mostly just to have a blog that is separate from my beauty one...the problem is that I don't have the money for new supplies and things like that. There isn't much for me to talk or reveiw about and anything that I show would be really old. So I made the blog for my #2
He keeps me grounded every once in a while and I love him for it. He knows who he is... the problem is that no one reads this blog...well no one reads the other one either but I have a better chance to get ppl to read that one. This is the one I write in when I don't want anyone to see but then know that I'm having like "half" the balls to still put it all online.
I just wanted him to know that his summer rain is still here if ever he needs a shoulder <3

Moving!!!!!

So I'm going to be moving in a week.
Sadly not out of my moms house but my mother bought a house for the first time we shall be moving
The fun part is I can do whatever I want to my room
the not-so-fun part is that I have to do it all

I pulled up the old carpet, we knock out a couple cabinets and walls and things...but we have been getting tired and lazy and then the move out date from this house has changed so now its crunch time. I don't have a camera so I have no before pix, I think my mom has some.

But we are moving to lots of store and the bus line so I will have a job asap.
The Burger King is hiring with open interviews on Monday so......<3
Hopefully I get a job there if not we will be hustling that whole week

But the point is I will buy a camera and then there will be after pix for sure
even if you gotta wait ill April for me to do a room tour.
OH!!! BTW when I get said camera I hope that I'll be able to start my YouTube channel.
winterxj9 <3