EX-marx the spot

I can't believe that after everything I have gone through with all of my relationships my biggest problem is that i always seem to go back to my ex
Never can I just go out and meet a nice guy. Nope, not this chick right here, I always gotta go back to someone that I've been with before. I have probably been out with each of my bf more than once
or at least the ones that I really care about.
not the guys that I was with for like a day or 2.
This is really starting to get on my nerves because I never get out of this dumb ass cycle. I want to just go out with the girls one day and just have fun, and we all look really nice and pick up guys but nope....not me.
I don't have any damn female friends anyway so that just won't even work.
I hate this
really gets under my skin....like just now I asked my ex did he wanna hang out he says he got stuff to do so I hang with the bf and a friend,. bored like crazy then the ex says sure I told my ppl that i was chilling with my boo so they can't come over now I'm stuck out no where land, bored like shit and I have nothing to do.......I wish that I was with my ex cuz he always find something to do and we never just watch other ppl play video games :(
I so with that I would find a guy that had everything that I've ever wanted plus more so i don't have to be caught up in between things that are going to confuse me :(

JXJ

So, I made this blog mostly just to have a blog that is separate from my beauty one...the problem is that I don't have the money for new supplies and things like that. There isn't much for me to talk or reveiw about and anything that I show would be really old. So I made the blog for my #2
He keeps me grounded every once in a while and I love him for it. He knows who he is... the problem is that no one reads this blog...well no one reads the other one either but I have a better chance to get ppl to read that one. This is the one I write in when I don't want anyone to see but then know that I'm having like "half" the balls to still put it all online.
I just wanted him to know that his summer rain is still here if ever he needs a shoulder <3

Moving!!!!!

So I'm going to be moving in a week.
Sadly not out of my moms house but my mother bought a house for the first time we shall be moving
The fun part is I can do whatever I want to my room
the not-so-fun part is that I have to do it all

I pulled up the old carpet, we knock out a couple cabinets and walls and things...but we have been getting tired and lazy and then the move out date from this house has changed so now its crunch time. I don't have a camera so I have no before pix, I think my mom has some.

But we are moving to lots of store and the bus line so I will have a job asap.
The Burger King is hiring with open interviews on Monday so......<3
Hopefully I get a job there if not we will be hustling that whole week

But the point is I will buy a camera and then there will be after pix for sure
even if you gotta wait ill April for me to do a room tour.
OH!!! BTW when I get said camera I hope that I'll be able to start my YouTube channel.
winterxj9 <3

slacking...

the whole idea of this blog is to tell you about the times I have when I'm with my friends and when i travel hense the name Winters mobile life...check out my main blog WinterWonders @ winterxj9.blogspot.com
but...yeah,, so I haven't been traveling at all like I thought I was but I have been hanging out with my friends a lot more lately...the only thing i can really remember is my friend getting drunk and making me want to kill him, and my other friend just being extra sexy for no reason...I wanted to rape him, but that would've been al kinds of illegal
besides, we might have jacked out relationship up and made it extra awkward so...nope
but i'm trying to go to the other side of maryland really soon
not that a travel to most ppl but i never go anywhere so i'm looking forward to it
maybe if saaammage has a meet and greet pr something
check out her blog and her yotube
she is an awesome guru <3
well just wanted to check in on the ppl that stay main to this blog
<3 loves