mushtache

Monday, February 21, 2011

EX-marx the spot

I can't believe that after everything I have gone through with all of my relationships my biggest problem is that i always seem to go back to my ex
Never can I just go out and meet a nice guy. Nope, not this chick right here, I always gotta go back to someone that I've been with before. I have probably been out with each of my bf more than once
or at least the ones that I really care about.
not the guys that I was with for like a day or 2.
This is really starting to get on my nerves because I never get out of this dumb ass cycle. I want to just go out with the girls one day and just have fun, and we all look really nice and pick up guys but nope....not me.
I don't have any damn female friends anyway so that just won't even work.
I hate this
really gets under my skin....like just now I asked my ex did he wanna hang out he says he got stuff to do so I hang with the bf and a friend,. bored like crazy then the ex says sure I told my ppl that i was chilling with my boo so they can't come over now I'm stuck out no where land, bored like shit and I have nothing to do.......I wish that I was with my ex cuz he always find something to do and we never just watch other ppl play video games :(
I so with that I would find a guy that had everything that I've ever wanted plus more so i don't have to be caught up in between things that are going to confuse me :(

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